01.) I fucking love Dexter. No, fucking love. AND FUCKING DEB'S POTTY MOUTH, YOU GUYS, MY LOVE FOR IT KNOWS NO FUCKING BOUNDS.

02.) I fucking love House and Cuddy. Even when they make me cry whole buckets.

03.) I love that I slept innnn today.

04.) I'm sad that next week is my last week of Yoga. :(

05.) I hate school now. I used to like it. Now I'm bored.

06.) I'm excited for Gem to come ovar for pizza & sex tiems. And by 'sex tiems' we of course mean watching hallucination!sex on repeat in every single way possible (rotated, slow motion, grayscale, backwards) like 100 times while we eat pizza and do nothing except sleep and photoshop all fucking day. We love our naps just like Joey & Ross.

07.) Deanna finds out the gender of her baby next week! I'm even excited to know what it is, and I am even more excited to take pictures of it. I still can't believe she wants me to. How beautiful, I've never done baby photos before.

08.) Derek and I were texting and he told me Nip/Tuck was on, and I was like, "lol so is Dexter" and he says, "We need to have a TV date." THAT IS THE SINGLE MOST AMAZING THING ANYTHING WITH A PENIS HAS EVER, EVER SUGGESTED TO ME, I THINK. I told him I would LOVE that and he says, "That would be a long date with all the shows we'd have to watch. Days long." LOL HE SAID HE'D USE HIS VACATION TIME ON IT. ♥ And he was calling me the most adorable things! Like 'sugar blossom'. SO MUCH > "~BABY~", fuck, I fucking hate being called "babe" or "baby". JSYK.

09.) SYTYCD sucks, you guys, I don't fucking like anyone. Well I mean I do, but not with that passion and nonfluctuating certainty. Like, I kind of don't give a shit. And there were no NappyTabs this week. :( Also. Can Mia come back yet please. Lol, kinda fallin apart without her. Also, Paula Abdul is kind of driving me batshit in the fact that I have no idea what she's doing with all of her time rn. There's a chair there for you, SIT IN IT. I'm fucking loving Nigel lately though, seriously. His bluntness and expectations are amazing.

10.) GLEE WAS FUCKING SPECTACULAR. FUCK. I adored how ballsy it was tonight. And oh my god, Sue. "You don't know the first thing about me." I cried when we figured it out.

♥

EDIT: NO, I LIED. MIA DOESN'T HAVE TO COME BACK. BECAUSE WHAT SHE'S DOING INSTEAD IS 10X MORE EPIC:

What we're going to do is create a stage show and document the making of that. You'll get into my mind, psyche, and find out how I create. Then you'll also see me working with the dancers and get into their minds. Then the finished product will come to your hometown -- and we'll do a new show every year.

JESUS. FUCK. I WANT TO GO TO THERE.
Both into her mind AND to the stage show. My god, what a beautiful gift.

Any creative person has so much swirling inside them. My shows will be about the heart and soul of these people -- why they breathe, why they live, why they tic.

I cannot even fucking wait. I am so proud of her. She has such a unique gift in that she always makes me proud of myself, too, she makes me so proud to be an artistic individual and to think the way that I do, she makes me so appreciative of the gift of art and the experience of the process, and she always makes me want to reach for more. She's the most inspiring shit of my life & I can't wait to work with her. Because I will. Life goal.

Hi, I hope I'm not too late to do this.

This is the proposed entry for the HiruMamo Secret Santa event, where like last year's, when you register here and I'll be handling you your gift recipients, and when you're done, you're free to post and state who your recipient is.

The timeline is:

Now - 26th November ---> Registration period. (Two weeks)
27th November ---> I PM you your gift recipient. (Tell me if you prefer emails)
28th November - 10th January --> Submission period


A few things:

1. Please tell me if you need to back out, or will hand in late. I want to make sure everybody gets their gifts.
2. As usual, when you participate, post these details:

Name:
Preferred Pairings (other then HiruMamo):
Prompts:
What don't you want from the works:
Additional notes:

3. Suggestions?

Uploaded some photosets from last year's Magdalena Maria musical.

Actors:
Yuzawa Kouichirou (Air Gear Musical, *pnish* plays)
KENN (Tenimyu, Air Gear Myu)
Ichinose Hidezazu (Reborn seiyuu)
Kobayashi Kenichi (Didn't know him. ^^;)
Yonehara Kousuke (Run&Gun, Air Gear Myu)
Nagashima Shuugo (Air Gear Myu)
Fujiwara Yuuki (Tenimyu [Kamio~ <3])
Saitou Yasuka (Tenimyu)
Tsuda Kenjirou (Tenipuri seiyuu)

(Link to my scanning journal~)

Hope you like them! <3

Crossposted to ag_myu and wishing_on.

~Nagi

My first picspam! Yay!

BEWARE OF SPOILERS ('tis the ending, after all)
( The Leading Man does something heroic )
Cross-posted to: finalfantasy12, romance_icons

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I was thinking about knitting another scarf for Yuu Shirota's birthday...

But seeing as we're not doing something like that again, (I did this last year.) is there a way for me to send the scarf? Like address or something?





I wonder if he got the scarf and liked it. >.< I don't think it was that great...unless you guys spotted a video with him wearing a white scarf. XD

Sorry if this isn't allowed. >___>;

"She’s already forgotten about me, completely erased. Why can’t I do that?"

Artist: 2PM
Song: Heartbeat
Nationality: Korean
Genre: Pop
Summary: A song about not being able to forget a lost love even though you know you need to

My Opinion: .... I don't know. There are parts of this that I love and parts that make me want to repeat WTF over and over again. When the video first started I was completely mesmerized (the hotness, the tears, the overwhelming emotion, guh) and then it was like a roller-coaster ride after that. My biggest fear is that this is not good enough to get them back on top. Their own fanclub is boycotting them and this is not amazing enough to bring in new fans :/ I mean I love these boys so much and my own feelings about the song still reduce down to "meh". The song is okay but there are parts of it that sound terribly out of tune and their rapping doesn't have the rhythm and flow it used to (I'm looking at you Nichkhun). The upside is that Wooyoung & Junho get more singing parts and they sound phenomenal! Wooyoung just brought a whole new level of sexy this time around. Unfortunately this also means that Junsu sings less and is pretty much just stuck with a few lines in the chorus and some ad-libs. The choreography is okay but it's nowhere near the level of "10 Points' or "Again & Again" and there are some moves that are utterly ridiculous. I got second-hand embarrassment watching them do stuff like crawl around on the floor and twitch as they sunk down. I do love the zombie/puppet part because it's unique and fun to watch. The acrobatics at the end were good too but they seem to be severely lacking (in technique and enthusiasm) without Jaebum. While the song and video have their good parts to balance out the bad, I don't get the clothes and hairstyles at all. Those patterned suits need to be burned so they never see the light of day again and the ponytails just undermine the serious of everything. How am I supposed to get into the angst and emotion when I keep thinking about Eunhyuk during his "Pajama Party" days every time I look at Nichkhun and Junho? However Chansung, Wooyoung and Taec are so sizzling hot that they overrule the craziness. Also, even though I think the overall song is mediocre, I LOVE the chorus. Both musically and choreography wise. I'm still sort of overwhelmed by everything but I know I'll probably end up watching/listening to it so many times that I'll stop being bothered by the weird parts. My 2PM bias is too strong for me to resist a new release after such a long (and emotionally painful) absence. I'm not sure what the future will hold for these boys but I'll definitely be cheering them on. Also, if you need help matching names to faces, check out the member guide here.

*I will resub this when the HD version is released

( Download links, thumbnails & credits under the cut )

Oh my fucking god. There are articles floating around that Celine is "no longer pregnant" and I seriously cannot deal with this right now. The universe has got to be joking in having her lose that baby when I saw someone on the news an hour ago whose son had to hide IN THE OVEN because he was being abused and was scared (and when the dad saw that the kid was in the oven, HE TURNED IT ON to make him come out). Like I don't understand how someone like that can be granted a child, but someone like Celine, who is honest to god one of the most genuine, good-hearted, amazing people (and mothers) to ever fucking walk this earth, can lose a baby like this, especially when she wants one so badly. I'm going to cry.

So. Last night, I was photoshopping, and I was masking shit away, and I went to let up because I was done with that area, except my mouse would not let go. Even with my hands COMPLETELY OFF OF MY LAPTOP, it was holding down a click. And everytime I'd move it, it'd continue to erase. There was NO way out of it, I tried forever, before just powering off. When I booted back up, the same issue happened. I cannot fucking click. Physically? It's fine. The clicker clicks. But it does not work on my screen. Tapping the trackpad doesn't work either. It is so fucking frustrating, I had a huge breakdown because I'd been wanting to cry properly since House but couldn't. I just had random TINY little outbursts but I couldn't cry like I wanted. I finally found my old wireless mouse, it works, thank god, but I cannot bear the idea of Mia being broken and having to be shipped off, especially if Gemma is going to be here. Like, I know it's just a computer, but I was so fucking upset I kind of felt like dying. Like when my computer cord broke, that was fine. It was fine for her to be dead because I knew how to fix it - just buy a new cord when you wake up, no big. But I have NO idea what this is and NO idea how to fix it and I feel so helpless and that is the emotion I hate the most.

SO. OH AND THEN!! I GO TO LISTEN TO MY FUCKIN IPOD THIS MORNING? It tells me to plug into iTunes to restore, some error message I've never seen before. OH, and then LJ doesn't work. THE MOST IMPORTANT PARTS OF MY LIFE ARE ALL FUCKING BREAKING IN THE SPAN OF 5 HOURS. And all day today, I've been using that wireless mouse and it's SUCH a pain in the ass at school and dsklfhjkas. I was so scared, okay. I went to Best Buy after class, the Geek Squad guy opens it up, AND IT FUCKING WORKS. THE GUY JUST BREATHED ON IT AND IT WAS MAGIC. HE TOUCHED HER AND SHE WAS HEALED. We called him the Christ of computers. And now it's totally fine. Fucking great, I'm so glad I spent all of last night crying and freaking out, then.

Then I had a House-related breakdown. Because I think too much. And it's so fucking sad. And I am so scared of having to ever deal with a situation like that in my future. I might talk about it later, idk, I wrote a bunch of shit but now I'm realizing that I don't even have to really deal with it right now - if it's an issue in the future, I'll deal with it then, and it's not EVEN a choice right now really. So whatever. And LOL, Kiel, this RL guy who watches House, he wrote on my facebook last night & it made my life:

Him: I just came by to say 'Hi' to Patty and Selma. You know; cause they're always smokin'.
Me: Oh, I feel bad! I haven't named your testicles!

LOL, what this must look like to people who don't watch House. I could die.

Him: It's OK. I call them Mo and Curly, just for future reference :-p
Me: Oh, I see. And then there's Larry.
Him: He's my favorite.

I've never met any of them but he'd probably be my favorite, too.

Come on guys the comments have been weaksauce lately. Each the past few discography entries already have hundreds of downloads but have only double digit comments.

Please remember to COMMENT if you take! I don't want to have to choke anyone.

Minna~

Check the official homepage those days because they are updating new promotional videos for the Final!
Go here ---> http://tennimu.com/tv/   ; and then chick on SPECIAL videos.  At the moment there are two videos, the first one with Halu and Kido; the second one with Juri, Hosogai and the new Ibu Shinji!

Will wait for more videos! :D


For the ones who didn't noticed, there is also a video with some preview images from the last musical "Rikkai feat. Shitenhouji"! *_____*

OH MY GOD, DONT YOU EVER FUCKING LEAVE ME AGAIN.

looking for any of his TeniMyu photosets etc... please let me know what you have.

this one i have already:
http://i164.photobucket.com/albums/u9/greyhakuro/Photo-0050.jpg

Im located in NY and will pay with paypal..
all seller welcome..

thanks

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